I don’t know what I’m doing. Thank God, I’m blessed with a subtle RBF to make it look like I completely know what I’m doing, to make it look like I’m zoning in and killing it. Consistently having a mug of coffee in my hand adds a nice dash of artful know-how. Cross my legs and raise my eyebrows disdainfully, and no one will question. Actually they do anyways, but it helps, I think.
It’s been a few weeks now since I’ve joined the RadiusOnline team as a online marketing intern, and it still hasn’t fully hit me how blessed I am to be a part of it. Actually, I still can’t believe I was accepted for the position. Since day one, the team has been nothing but warm, welcoming, and helpful. I’ve been making short films and other such projects for most of my college career, but I’ve never had to make something with these kinds of stakes and have a whole company to represent well, so I’m doing my best so they can come out on top.
Now I’m churning out a video at least once a week. My production levels have risen exponentially and I’ve learned After Effects, and am more comfortable with Adobe Premiere than ever. Needless to say, the amount I’ve learned in such a short time is incredible.
I’m thankful to be a part of the team, and I look forward to the days ahead. Although I still pray to my Greek deity, Bullshiticus, every day before I sit down at my desk, I’m slowly getting more and more comfortable with my position and what I do. And I’m sure I’ll know what I’m doing, sooner than later.